I haven’t written in months now and the hell, might as well make it permanent.
I’m going on an indefinite hiatus. Truth is, I haven’t been feeling like myself for a long time and while I don’t exactly have a waifu, there’s times when I wished Haruka Amami was there to pick me up. But I did find a hand, eventually. It didn’t belong to a hyperactive, clumsy girl. But it is there for those who want it.
I can’t say I’ve achieved much in my time blogging but I guess I’m proud of learning that I do have interests beyond trying to drown myself in bubblegum pop and show after show of infantilised girls. I guess I’m proud of trying to understand different points of views. Although even that became painful when I saw that stinging criticism in myself and I crucified myself 20 times over for it and it got well–bad.
Anyway, I’m feeling decent now and I don’t want that to change.
So I’m taking a long break from blogging. I’m going to get away from it all. I don’t expect to come back anytime soon until I’ve dealt with every issue on my list of reasons to hate myself.
But do watch Love Live. I’m loving this show as much as I loved that first song I listened to. Fair to say, Love Live has been my opium for these past years.
Don’t feel bad that I’m leaving, I might come back. But get back to enjoying writing whatever it is you enjoy. If I do have one lesson to give, don’t ever write because you feel like you have to prove something to someone.
Good Bye, Blogging life and hello to sanity.